Ari goes from 8pm until 5:45am without a snack or diaper change most nights. I'm so grateful for this and feel like a new person, but I keep waking up when he used to eat. I find myself wide awake at least once a night listening to the silence of my sweet boy.
I think I'm not as crabby as I was just a week or two ago. It is nuts that I'm more productive too. Today I have nothing I "need" to do. My house is clean and so is the laundry. I am left to my own devices while the boy naps. So here I sit blogging and watching TLC.
More sleep has made everything better, but I find myself making bad decisions in the name of being nice. I agreed to take Ari on a road trip in June. He may travel well, he has in past shorter excursions, but I get carsick. Really carsick. As a food source, I won't be able to drug myself for the trip either. All 11 hours to Michigan...
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